Understables are easier to throw with less power

I would like to thank Josiah for inspiring me to do this. He just seemed like he felt better after he wrote. I think I need this. I am one unstable character, kind of like an archangel dx or a champion beast that has been worn in for years. I am pretty much in love with disc golf. I dont know what happened. I went out, I did good, I enjoyed nature, now I cant stop thinking about it. 

So I am married, its pretty much the most wonderful thing. Elyse is an incredible wife. This house is full of love and commitment. Its everything I could have hoped. We havent really settled in yet. I dont know if we are going to. I guess we have a little while. We are gonna move again though. Its a good thing but it was an eye opening thing. It started making me think of God and control of life and how we just dont have any. It seems like we just follow our schedule along and live day to day following orders that my calendar barks out. Its kinda driving me crazy. I dont even give away time any more. It seems like I already sold it to life and I just keep up my end of the bargin everyday. God I wish I did not have to do that. I wish that the things that I cared about or that I thought were important got first dibs in my life as opposed to our survival. 

anyway, I guess I am going to wait to really get going on this thing. bye bye